title: Human Language date: Saturday, December 05, 2009 time:10:12 AM
The people that I feel so lucky to have by my side, and many more w/o photos. Love them all to the max ! [:
Omg, I feel so guilty today - to many stuff/living things. I'm guilty to my blog cause I hadn't been a good owner to my blog. I've totally deserted my darling ! Super guilty to my little baby - Pepper. I thought my dad was coming back home ytd night, and I left house ard 7plus yet reaching home 5am in the morning and found out that nobody was home. But not awhile later I left HSH again, leaving my baby whining poorly. I'm so sorry to my baby, mommy's never gna leave you alrights. And, guilty to Zw and his friend. Sorta gave him aeroplane. So sorry !
Life was a bore, I don't think I've achieved much in my life. I felt so sorry for myself. Quarrelled with mom again, disappointed with her yet more disppointed with myself. I've never been a good daughter neither have I done her proud before. I had a wish, I wanted everyone ard me to be happy but I don't think that's easily fulfilled. Humans and our selfish desires, screw us ! I ain't happy now and I've got alot to release just that I don't know where to start. Pathetic creature, haha !
I'm guilty towards my lovely friends. They've got lots of stuff to stress about and yet I can't do anything to help them. Sometimes I really wish I can stay at home and really go reflect where did I go wrong. Sigh, are you hearing me ? Father, what took you so long ?
title: Love Apple date: Thursday, November 19, 2009 time:4:44 PM
Gladys is back !!!!! Did anyone miss me ? :D Anyway, I've got truck loads of photos and I think I'm lazy to upload now so I'll load it on other days [:
Was suppose to go Jb yesterday and fucking fuck Jh fucking didn't call me, arsehole ! Met Jj and co. at 638 and slacked awhile before I go look for Sk and co. He'd changed alrd, to a Sk that's not so happy as before. Sigh, human do changes. Hung ard at his house till 12plus and went back to 638.
I'd got no idea but I've got a very relaxed feeling. It's as though I had put down a heavy load and I felt very relief and I don't think so much. Yes, I'd finally found someone that I can open up to and pour out all my thinkings and I felt much better now. But still, I couldn't let go and I know I'm still as dumb as before. There's many excuses why but there's only a reason. I don't deny I'm stupid despite knowing what to do yet continue deceiving myself. Sigh.
title: Crush, Crushed. date: Thursday, November 05, 2009 time:2:33 AM
It seems as though my blog had been quite quiet without the updates. Anyway, have been really tired these few days. But no matter how tired I am, I still couldn't get to sleep, shit it ! I think I'm falling sick soon. And and, I'm flying tomorrow. But I still haven't done with my packing and stuff, omg !
Today's horoscope said that I've spent too much energy on wanting something or someone so badly that I almost completely exhaust all my energy. Haha, I think that was like so true. No wonder I couldn't get to sleep though I'm like super tired.
title: Not long before then date: Monday, October 19, 2009 time:4:12 AM
After washing, I love the curls they styled for me. But too bad, I don't know how to take care of my hair.
Breakfast with Joey at Mos [:
Before washing hair,
Hello hello ! I am very tired, and I was suppose to be asleep like 2hours ago but I don't know why I'm here. Didn't sleep yesterday night and went town to wash hair. Wthell is wrong with me ? Tl, you thank God I'm a kind soul hor ! Reached home ard 3 or 4plus, sleep. Intended to go dinner with my family, but I can't wake up so ended up eating Chicky Meal ! :D
title: Three Wishes date: Sunday, October 18, 2009 time:6:34 AM
Daddy's doraemon :D
St. James [:
Dog in a bag, ever heard of that ? :D
Mask ! :D
My dear baby with her godmother [:
Drunk, really drunk.
Happy birthday, sis ! :D
Little monster.
Love Sk's stupid glasses !
The three musketeers [:
Saikit's birthday. Happy birthday, dude !
Not so happening lately.
October8, went over Sk's house for steamboat. Happy birthday anyway. Planned to surprise him and stuff, but still failed. Overall was funny ! :D
October9, Sister's birthday. Had pizzas and cake. Much stuff happened that night. Couldn't bear to know that, but still quarrelled. I admit I did thought of leaving him before, but when it comes to my mind when the day he really would left me. I really don't know what I'd do. At that time I only knew I was angry that was because I was disappointed you didn't trust me. Shan't elaborate more ]:
October10, met my nonsensical friends. Drink, drank, drunk. Real drunk. Met my Xw later, had a long chat with him. Just to found out, I had missed alot. Xw, you're the best !
October11, went to look for Al in the night. Cab over with my baby. Was really Lol ! Thanks Al's boyfri for the steamed rice for my baby and Xn for that green tea. And girl's night, shag ! [:
October12, met Xt and Xw for dinner at Ap. Chit-chatted and they came up to see my lil baby [:
October15, promised Tl to be his model but I didn't manage to woke up. So sorry, buddy ! Went to look for Al and Sk at Orchard and went over to St. James. Had much fun that night !
October16, Xw came and fetch me at 638. Went rounding with them, much stuff happened. Don't know is suey or what, Lol ! :D
Today, slept till evening and went to look for Jh. A boring day today, so shan't say more.
Was browsing through my archives and blog-hopping, thought lots of stuff. I really don't wna linger anymore, I wna be how I used to be. Came upon my archives, and saw a short paragraph.
When cigg falls in love with matches, it's fated to be hurt. When a rat confessed to a cat, the cat said go away. But nobody saw the cat cried too. The kite forever take the risk for that string. Girls change face, guys change heart. In the world of relationship there's no such thing as who did who wrong, only who didn't cherish who.
title: 520 date: Wednesday, October 07, 2009 time:4:45 AM
Went Marina Square ytd with my buddies ! Supposed to go Mount Faber to ask some stuff and we end up in Marina having steamboat. Well, the restaurant food doesn't have any extraordinary excellent taste but only the ice-cream is really fun ! We kept changing the aluminium foil and talk to the waiter. Eat and eat and started to play Guess-The-Number. We mixed all the sauce together and wasabi, but end up I'm the one who kena the most and followed by Al. Don't know is suey or lucky uh ]: Couldn't finish most of the food and we threw most of them and the manager was like eyeing on us, super funny ! After the hot stuff and we changed table for ice-cream. The ice-cream is really the coolest part. We cook the ice-cream in a sense that it gets hardened and we step one we like machiam frying Hokkien Mee. Readers, if you understand what I'm saying, go have a try. It's called Yuki Yaki, the ice-cream's really fun ! :D
Went out for a walk and slack outside the mall, talk cock and cab back Woodlands. Went up Sk's house and talk cock. Got boring and we left for home. Anyway took loads of videos but it's all with Al, will take from her and upload again [:
I know you must be wondering what's the black black thing, but I think recently eating charcoal stuff is my family new habit. Bread also charcoal, mooncake also charcoal and sometimes my mom even use charcoal and put inside the ricecooker =/ Anyway, it's mid-autumn festival that night. My grandmommy came to my house along with my cousin, and my other cousins came over as usual. Best of all, Buttons came over too ! But Buttons and Pepper was like fighting when they're suppose to be siblings. And worst of all Buttons erected, sucha horny dog Tiko-gao. Anyway, had dinner and brought down both of them to the garden. But having your pet by your side while playing with fire is really dangerous and we could barely handle them, had no choice but to bring them home again. How troublesome ! Played with fire, dilly dally and all went home. Happy Mid-Autumn Festival ! :D
These was the day before mid-autumn festival. Maybe it because it was autumn that's why it had been raining these few days. I swear we had loads of fun that night. Met Jh, Lucas and Rick that night for playing with fire. Lol, sounds so wrong. Bought those fire sparkles and went to Greenwood Primary the basketball court played. Stupid stunts and everything, laugh my ass out. The first video is Jh cycling around with the sparkles on the bike, pretending he's like one terroist. And second was my first time creating a rocket, but I guess it doesn't really rocket up. But nevertheless, had great fun that night right ? :D
title: Da Vincci date: Friday, October 02, 2009 time:8:14 AM
Miss my face ? Here's one for you guys. Been really sunburnt now, hate it. I wna become white-r and not tan-er, so sad. Grandmommy is gna come to my housee tomorrow, miss her so. But I really hope she won't ask me to sing karaoke with her again.
I've been really having weird sleeping times. It must be at least 12noon for me to be able to sleep and now I've got to sleep before 10pm. Really couldn't take my sleeping times like this. And now I keep waking up ard 6plus in the morning, giving me headache only.
I think I wna go study alrd, either that or play Sims. But before that I wna find food, ciaos ! :D
